Sigh... it has been so long since my last blog.. ok, for you who were wondering why... I've created another one... not a public one though so forget abt reading it... I thought of keeping something that perhaps one day i'll return to read it... and hopefully find it amusing...

For once I actually spent time reading everyone's blog... Looks like I've miss quite a bit of the news... I guess i havnt been online for too long... cant help it, i'm like on call for 24/7... it always " Michelleee!!!....." then i'll be busy for the nxt hour or so.... or perhaps "Dr XX, can i come to see you aft office hours??"... guess who stays back to do OT.... no prize if you get it rite...

Reali miss the times we had together, i havn't seen the old pics for so long... Hmm... actually come to think of it, not only memories of mcnair is fading away, my study life is fading as well.... seems soo long ago than my only worries is abt exams... now my only worry is abt getting into uni.. =P ...(still hav sth to do wit academic)

Anyway, i being called again, so that's all for now...

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so jc life's over...miss everyone...life here is seriously not fun....i nvr realise my potential to make a huge range of mistakes....

actually had a lot of things to write at the beginning, but somehow when i start typing, it feels that there's no point writing...really miss the times we had sisterly-heart-to-heart talk....now that there is no one here to talk like that, seriously feel lonely...

boring...

gosh, its been soooo long since the last entry..... and i tot that i've gotten the hang of blogging.....so i'm not good in expressing myself....

Juz had gp emergency lec two days ago... not reali useful...i mean, i noe wat i'm suppose to do but hello, easier said den done, k? especially with my command of english.... -.-ll

bh still haven't called me.... T.T

and i'm having physics test in like....two hours....

and prelims in two weeks....

JC life is so sad.....

hope i can get into uni....and tat life den will not be as stressfull.....

silence before a storm

Geez, juz when i tot i shld do better in my exams bec i sacrificed my hol....wham, i don't noe more than half the paper... -__-ll

Its the 2nd week of term 3... week 6 and we'll hav pre-prelims... meaning only 3 weeks to buck up on....lets see... phy, chem, maths and gp....basically everything!! and sth very bad -- i don't noe what i don't noe...great, how am i suppose to study!? and week 10, prelims...and 6 weeks later...a'lvl....its SOOO goin to be hectic....i don't understand how ppl can last thru the exams and still do so well....

and i realised sth...spore is reali small...no place to go, no place to sit and relax....OMG, its like a cage....

oh well, life goes on...

last week of hols

Sigh...

sigh...

sigh...hols goin to be over soon...meaning exam's in one week and i dun even noe which subject's on which day...pathetic... i had the time table for like 3 weeks n i havn't even looked at it...not to mention i didn't reali study the whole hol...no wonder i screwed up my mock paper....exams here reali stresses me out...i had no stress symptoms during o'lvl and its only a MOCK TEST [not even a real test!!!] and i'm stressed....

i'm soooooo dreading the up comin exams.....a'lvl is in 4 months time....a "make-or-break time" or at least tats how my mum calls it....so wat if i get into the local u??
no.1, its not like its easy to get in
no.2, even if i somehow got in, i don't think i'll get a scholarship or any merit award so how do i solve my i-can't-afford-to-pay prob??

oh well....at least there's sth to look forward aft the hols....harry potter's out...[ok, i'm trying to be optimistic but i guess i'm not succeeding....]

concl...life is not tat easy aft all.....

p.s pk juz reminded me i'm fat..... evil woman...... -__-!!

shrek 3

went wit fsy to watch last nite...seriously, it's still a typical fairy tale...who said it's a fairy tale gone wrong??anyway...my legs hurt real bad after tat...walked to clarke quay since 9pm and chatted [stone alot actually] den went back at 1130pm..[ok, i blew curfew...better take note of time nxt time...]..den had to help prepare sy's b'day.....cw's mash potato's quite nice...maybe can make it again...aft the celebration, dily-daly until abt 130am, couldn't stand my legs any longer so went back and slp...

sh goin back today...its goin to be real quiet for the nxt week...oh well...tat'll probably make me study at ee's place....

collective thoughts

omg...every time i come here to update my blog, i'll have to spend the first 10-15 mins in pk's blog...she seriously updates it...sigh...make me feel like i'm very lazy...lets see...she said sth abt a dream...geez...i'm getting a headache aft reading it...dunno who is who...[no offence pk =) ]...only thing tat caught my attention was tat sth "sharp"... pk, pls don't try anything funny...

Last sat's was camp...the day all the ex-co were waiting for....ok, i was happy tat my responsibility towards lib is over...but den tks to mh & sy... suddenly i realised tat we won't be working together anymore...not like i miss working wit "some" ppl... but there won't be any late nite, last min meetings, no more obstacle in our plannings.... no more reason to talk to them....no more reason to find them.... i'll miss tat alrite...Tat nite before slp-ing, i almost wanted to cry...knowing tat all of us (almost 20) will be saperating aft a-lvls....[NO ONE is allowed to talk abt tis in front of me, understood?? i dun wan to think abt it...not now at least....yes-yes i noe tat day will come but LATER....enjoy our days together first....]

sun. watched pirates. so all my roomies got to see FSY [ n a few more frens] ....hmm...didn't get to chat wit him, a little disappointing but den again, somehow i talk to him more thru sms....he changed since the last time i saw him...well so hav i...

oh well, hols started....meaning intensive study starts... hopefully i can gat thru my studies...

You Should Rule Saturn

Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye. You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature. And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance. You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life. You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past.

What Planet Should You Rule?