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so jc life's over...miss everyone...life here is seriously not fun....i nvr realise my potential to make a huge range of mistakes....

actually had a lot of things to write at the beginning, but somehow when i start typing, it feels that there's no point writing...really miss the times we had sisterly-heart-to-heart talk....now that there is no one here to talk like that, seriously feel lonely...

boring...

gosh, its been soooo long since the last entry..... and i tot that i've gotten the hang of blogging.....so i'm not good in expressing myself....

Juz had gp emergency lec two days ago... not reali useful...i mean, i noe wat i'm suppose to do but hello, easier said den done, k? especially with my command of english.... -.-ll

bh still haven't called me.... T.T

and i'm having physics test in like....two hours....

and prelims in two weeks....

JC life is so sad.....

hope i can get into uni....and tat life den will not be as stressfull.....

silence before a storm

Geez, juz when i tot i shld do better in my exams bec i sacrificed my hol....wham, i don't noe more than half the paper... -__-ll

Its the 2nd week of term 3... week 6 and we'll hav pre-prelims... meaning only 3 weeks to buck up on....lets see... phy, chem, maths and gp....basically everything!! and sth very bad -- i don't noe what i don't noe...great, how am i suppose to study!? and week 10, prelims...and 6 weeks later...a'lvl....its SOOO goin to be hectic....i don't understand how ppl can last thru the exams and still do so well....

and i realised sth...spore is reali small...no place to go, no place to sit and relax....OMG, its like a cage....

oh well, life goes on...

last week of hols

Sigh...

sigh...

sigh...hols goin to be over soon...meaning exam's in one week and i dun even noe which subject's on which day...pathetic... i had the time table for like 3 weeks n i havn't even looked at it...not to mention i didn't reali study the whole hol...no wonder i screwed up my mock paper....exams here reali stresses me out...i had no stress symptoms during o'lvl and its only a MOCK TEST [not even a real test!!!] and i'm stressed....

i'm soooooo dreading the up comin exams.....a'lvl is in 4 months time....a "make-or-break time" or at least tats how my mum calls it....so wat if i get into the local u??
no.1, its not like its easy to get in
no.2, even if i somehow got in, i don't think i'll get a scholarship or any merit award so how do i solve my i-can't-afford-to-pay prob??

oh well....at least there's sth to look forward aft the hols....harry potter's out...[ok, i'm trying to be optimistic but i guess i'm not succeeding....]

concl...life is not tat easy aft all.....

p.s pk juz reminded me i'm fat..... evil woman...... -__-!!

shrek 3

went wit fsy to watch last nite...seriously, it's still a typical fairy tale...who said it's a fairy tale gone wrong??anyway...my legs hurt real bad after tat...walked to clarke quay since 9pm and chatted [stone alot actually] den went back at 1130pm..[ok, i blew curfew...better take note of time nxt time...]..den had to help prepare sy's b'day.....cw's mash potato's quite nice...maybe can make it again...aft the celebration, dily-daly until abt 130am, couldn't stand my legs any longer so went back and slp...

sh goin back today...its goin to be real quiet for the nxt week...oh well...tat'll probably make me study at ee's place....

collective thoughts

omg...every time i come here to update my blog, i'll have to spend the first 10-15 mins in pk's blog...she seriously updates it...sigh...make me feel like i'm very lazy...lets see...she said sth abt a dream...geez...i'm getting a headache aft reading it...dunno who is who...[no offence pk =) ]...only thing tat caught my attention was tat sth "sharp"... pk, pls don't try anything funny...

Last sat's was camp...the day all the ex-co were waiting for....ok, i was happy tat my responsibility towards lib is over...but den tks to mh & sy... suddenly i realised tat we won't be working together anymore...not like i miss working wit "some" ppl... but there won't be any late nite, last min meetings, no more obstacle in our plannings.... no more reason to talk to them....no more reason to find them.... i'll miss tat alrite...Tat nite before slp-ing, i almost wanted to cry...knowing tat all of us (almost 20) will be saperating aft a-lvls....[NO ONE is allowed to talk abt tis in front of me, understood?? i dun wan to think abt it...not now at least....yes-yes i noe tat day will come but LATER....enjoy our days together first....]

sun. watched pirates. so all my roomies got to see FSY [ n a few more frens] ....hmm...didn't get to chat wit him, a little disappointing but den again, somehow i talk to him more thru sms....he changed since the last time i saw him...well so hav i...

oh well, hols started....meaning intensive study starts... hopefully i can gat thru my studies...

You Should Rule Saturn

Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye. You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature. And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance. You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life. You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past.

What Planet Should You Rule?

21/5

Darn... Emoing for the last few days ady... still cannot stop... everything seems to piss me off... weird...like ry would say...siao ting tong ady....nvr knew my control over emotion's tt bad...must be bec lack of prac...

so rare tt i update tis blog...the last update was like months ago... unlike pk, who practically updates her blog every day....maybe juz feel like do sth diff for a change...

why are there SOOOOO many ppl standing behind me and reading wat i'm writing?!

anyway...hostelmates celebrated my birthday...fruitpunch, not a bad idea......at least i was feeling happy for the nite...

haha..bear's expression when she saw me before the cele was seriously "shocked"...nvr seen her eyes so big...usually is like...hmm...wat adjective to use... "bear" ...keke, "sloth bear" to be exact...then send mh to get me...ok, he didn't reali blew his cover but i wouldn't hav found out if he'd juz sms and say there's a meeting instead...wrong move..it took me like 2 sec aft i closed the door to suspect sth's amist...got a weird egg (literally) fr CCA frens and a hair pin fr my rmates....sigh, pk and sh so amusing...like if i don't like their present it'll be the world's end (which reminds me...i'm goin to watch pirates =) , seriously hope FSY doesn't fang fei ji...if not hav to find another person to take the tic) ...went into the pool too...now i realise my eyesight reali bad...can't see a thing aft taking off my specs...well, it was fun...at least better than last year's...

ok...i think blog's long enough...stop for now...

Day one....

Day one....

hehe....dunno wat to write...aiyo...look at the font oso dun like...remind me again why must we put blogs here?! den again...finally can stop khe-un from bugging me to make a blog...leave she-an only...haha... i'll laugh everytime when recalling u being the guinea pig and making accounts everywhere to find a suitable blogweb...[seriously, i dun think we hav the time to update tis often....]

siazzzzz.... nothing interesting to do oso.... {emphasize interesting...study not count as interesting}...oi, somebody teach me how to use this blog can ar?? very ugly wey.....

HMMM.... Detour from tis topic a little...

sports day today...

ok, i planned to do some reading....but den attention was pulled onto the field....keke.... very fun watching eveyone running....some looked like they're being totured, others looked so relaxed...and to think i always skip sports day and hang out in classrooms...

our stars of the day....

cinny -- can almost run as fast as guys, missed by 1-2 sec only.... fastest girl runner...hooray for her!!!
khe-un -- ei, seriously, ur pose very funny le...somemore face like wan to strangle ppl...lol
beh -- haha, nvr underestimate someone who looks slumber
jess -- ran 7 sec faster than training....either she was slacking during training or she got REALLY excited...
sam -- yeah!! managed to outrun a whole bunch of runners...so proud of her....

ryan -- 1 sec faster than cinny... -.-ll
roger --not bad, can catch up with other ppl...
christopher -- complained his butt painful...directly behind teacher somemore....
mun hon -- looks like a stick man running at the far side of the track
lizzy -- acceleration super huge..fastest guy runner... and to think he looks so slumberly...

all in all... guys in our class are fast runners.... [6 of them in the top 10 academic perfomers in the whole sch....]... sigh, i feel very useless...

geez, dun wan to think ady...the more i think the sadder i'll be....