Friday, November 28, 2008

Our Last Summer (uh, lyrics might be wrong)

I can still recall~~

our last summer~~

I still see it all~~~~~~

walking in sand~~

Laughing in the rain~~

our last summer~~

memories that remain~~~


*sighs* so sweet.... Me~ow~~~ ^.^

Friday, November 21, 2008

Three months, 12 weeks, one semester..

Time really flies, it has been a year since A-levels, and now it's the end of the first semester in school..

It was just less than half a year ago when I didn't even know where my future lies.. ( not that I'm clear right now, I'm still wondering whether I took the right course, I don't even know what a business student would work as.. apart from marketing... and I'm really bad at writing and talking which is suppose to be the trademark of business students....)

As the exam draws near, we are given more time to study on our own. Finally, a breather... I suddenly realize that I don't have friends that I can seek help from.. and I'm wondering how my social life is going to progress in Uni.. It's been a semester in school and strictly speaking, I don't feel connected to anyone.. Is it my brought up that's so different? Or is it that I'm finally living among the "Singaporeans" and not "foreigners" anymore??

A mere 12 weeks, aka 12 lessons for each module, less than 20 times you meet a person.. how does one make friends? We are so focused on getting the best grade we can, if you're lousy or you don't fit in, you get left out.... It's so different from JC when we had two years, taking our own sweet time to improve our grades and nurture our friendship along the way... I guess staying in hostel with your schoolmates does provide ample opportunities for one to spend time with others..

Come to think of it, I suppose work life is the same, maybe even worst... with 5.5 working days a week, minus the time with GF/BF/spouse, where would one be able to find time with friends? unless you're working in the same company....

Just a few days ago, a found an ex-classmate's blog, which kinda link me to a few other ex-classmates.. to think that they are actually still in touch although they are miles apart while me, staying less than an hour's journey from my friends, haven't talked or met up with each other just to catch up....
I promised myself not to visit blogger until my exams' over, but here I am...

...for one absurd reason (in my case, that is..)

Headache...

Very terrible headache...

Reason being:

I've been reading 4 biz law cases, figuring out the arguments ( law-ly terms are rights and liabilities, doctrines, acts, clauses, remedies... I don't want to continue this... I can't even think properly now...), reading the reports, and now I'm having a migraine...

Michelle having a migraine because of studying.. THIS IS SOOO ABSURD!! My mom wouldn't believe me if I told her this!!!

The last time I got this kind extreme headache was like.................

Friday, November 14, 2008

I wan to go shopping for dresses..

I wan to go makan real nice food..

I wan to play water in my swimming pool..

I wan to play in the arcade wit pk n sh.. ( throw balls ^.^)


Summary~~
I WAN TO ENJOY LIFE!!!

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Juz handed up my Aca Wri research paper...

Meaning--

Out of my five modules, two are over and done with...

Don't even know whether I should be happy... On one hand, I do not need to worry about so many modules anymore; on the other hand, I really dread knowing the results of these two modules. Reason being very simple, both are project-based modules which require writing reports, which I can't handle properly.

When I stared at my lappy, I was lost for a moment. Didn't know what to work on, the modules that took up like 70%of my effort was over..

Wakey-wakey~~

I still have three more modules which uh, I haven't been touching!! *well duh, i've been preoccupied with the two project-based modules...*

Urgh... I juz hope my memory is good enough... or else i'm soooo dead...

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

haha.. finally i took the effort to change my template.. at least it looks better now... ^.^

maybe i'll find time to change all the fonts of my previous post...

or maybe i'll just put more post to push all the older ones into the archive..

hehe... ok, i'm just wasting time cuz i don't feel like studying...

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Meaning of Color of Roses:
- Red

Sincere Love & Respect, Courage & Passion

Send red roses to convey the message of your passionate love for that someone; saying "I love you"

- Pink

Grace and Gentility, the rose of sweet thoughts.

Send deep pink roses to show your appreciation & gratitude; saying "Thank you" Send light pink roses to convey admiration and sympathy


- Yellow

In the Victorian times, yellow roses meant jealousy. But today, they signify friendship, joy, gladness and freedom, the promise of a new beginning.

Send yellow roses to brighten up someone's day; to congratulate your friends and loved ones during Joyous occasions.

- White (hehe.. cant put this in white..)

Spiritual love & Purity, the rose of confession, the bridal rose; "You are heavenly", "I am worthy of you"

Commonly used as traditional bridal bouquet during weddings to symbolize a happy love. You can nevertheless use them to convey the message of "You are heavenly, I miss you"


- Lavender

Love at first sight and enchantment

Send lavender roses of course, to convey the message of your "love at first sight" with that special someone. You can nevertheless also send them if you would like to make a special impression.


- Orange

Passionate desire, pure enthusiasm and fascination

An excellent choice for a new relationship that you wish to pursue further. It can nevertheless also be referring to a new business partnership.



Meaning of Number of Roses:
- 1 Rose
Love at the first sight; you are the one

- 2 Roses
Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another

- 3 Roses
I love you

- 6 Roses
I wanna be yours

- 7 Roses
I'm infatuated with you

- 9 Roses
An Eternal love, together as long as we live

- 10 Roses You are perfect

- 11 Roses You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life

- 12 Roses Be my steady

- 13 Roses Secret Admirer

- 15 Roses I am truly sorry, please forgive me

- 20 Roses Believe me, I am sincere towards you

- 21 Roses I am devoted to you

- 24 Roses Can't stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday

- 33 Roses Saying "I love you" with great affection

- 36 Roses I will remember our romantic moments

- 40 Roses My love for you is genuine

- 50 Roses Regretless love, this is

- 99 Roses I will love you for as long as I live

- 100 Roses Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age

- 101 Roses You are my one and only love

- 108 Roses Please marry me!

- 365 Roses Can't stop thinking about you, each and everyday

- 999 Roses Everlasting and Eternal love