last week of hols

Sigh...

sigh...

sigh...hols goin to be over soon...meaning exam's in one week and i dun even noe which subject's on which day...pathetic... i had the time table for like 3 weeks n i havn't even looked at it...not to mention i didn't reali study the whole hol...no wonder i screwed up my mock paper....exams here reali stresses me out...i had no stress symptoms during o'lvl and its only a MOCK TEST [not even a real test!!!] and i'm stressed....

i'm soooooo dreading the up comin exams.....a'lvl is in 4 months time....a "make-or-break time" or at least tats how my mum calls it....so wat if i get into the local u??
no.1, its not like its easy to get in
no.2, even if i somehow got in, i don't think i'll get a scholarship or any merit award so how do i solve my i-can't-afford-to-pay prob??

oh well....at least there's sth to look forward aft the hols....harry potter's out...[ok, i'm trying to be optimistic but i guess i'm not succeeding....]

concl...life is not tat easy aft all.....

p.s pk juz reminded me i'm fat..... evil woman...... -__-!!

shrek 3

went wit fsy to watch last nite...seriously, it's still a typical fairy tale...who said it's a fairy tale gone wrong??anyway...my legs hurt real bad after tat...walked to clarke quay since 9pm and chatted [stone alot actually] den went back at 1130pm..[ok, i blew curfew...better take note of time nxt time...]..den had to help prepare sy's b'day.....cw's mash potato's quite nice...maybe can make it again...aft the celebration, dily-daly until abt 130am, couldn't stand my legs any longer so went back and slp...

sh goin back today...its goin to be real quiet for the nxt week...oh well...tat'll probably make me study at ee's place....